I wrote this track to show PAIN IS TEMPORARY !! NO MORE PAIN.
We are supposed to go through hard times in life to teach us lessons
But Never forget that everyday above ground is an nothing short of a blessing !!
As I close my eyes and I picture the pain that I've been put through these past few months,
I've put myself on a path of progression so i pushed and pushed now I'm finally living good,
I never thought would live a life like this but I'm proud of the man I've become,
Coz when it's all said and done I refuse to lose and I can't be beaten like a fucking drum,
SO HERE I COME.. I WANT IT ALL... I WANT THE MOON AND I WANT THE SUN,
I want the world in the palm of my hands and I won't stop fighting till Its done,
It's gonna take more than a knife or a gun to put me down when I'm on one son,
So you better pray for this black and white soldier who can't be fucked with like a nun,
There's only one thing that calms the beast in me and that's love from the perfect person,
It does not matter how hard my day has been she relieves the stress and all of that hurting,
She's picked me up and showed me the show goes on even when I thought it was curtains,
And gave me strength that I never thought I had and that's how I know that its love for certain,
But I don't like leaving my side coz when she goes that's when I go weak,
That's when the memories creep and the thoughts go deep and the time I can't even speak,
So I self medicate and get as high as I can to the point reality is well out of reach,
The only time that I wanna come down again is when she walks back down my street,
So I rap to the beat !!!!
Now am sitting... on the winda sill Necking on the bitter pills,
Waiting for her to come back but I still cannot see her still,
I know that these pills could kill but when she's not there I feel ill,
Av asked her...will she be back soon and she said that she will
Am looking......and searching onto the distance and SHE'S THERE,
legs - long.... pretty- face ...WIND INA HAIR
There's a void in my heart that can't be filled until I know that she's there,
a lot of people who don't understand but I don't even fucking care,
But She's the only one who I can rely on when she says she's going nowhere,
She's beautiful inside out thats why everytime she's there I just stare,
It's because of her I'm no longer scared like I've got the heart of a bear,
I can conquer what the fuck I want right now so yeah this year I'm prepared,
Never be disheartened by failure......and never let your enemies win,
Look them cunts straight in the face with hate then turn ya back........ and grin,
If I can make it through the darkness then you can make it through the rain,
Together we can fight the stress and strain,
Because LOVE is stronger than PAIN !!!!
Girl sing it again !!!
released June 16, 2016
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